I apologize for not posting for a while. I have been thinking. It takes me more time to think then most people. Or maybe not. Some people don’t seem to think very much at all ! I wrote in a previous blog that our planet would not allow us to destroy our home. I also stated that I was POSITIVE that GOD would not allow us to destroy this planet. GOD may destroy this planet but I think it more likely that he would destroy us and keep the planet, replant, and try again and hope for a better crop of monkey bugs. To those of you that have the misfortune of knowing me, it should not come as a suprise that I am admittedly confused and delusional. And that is on a GOOD DAY ! Then I thought that since I am self aware and know I am confused and delusional….. maybe I am NOT confused and delusional. It is clear to my delusional self that Mother Nature/GOD is starting to turn against us.This planet is heating up. There have been over 2800 heat records broken in a very short time. Fires are burning in places that have not burned in a long time. It appears to me that GOD has been an absentee landlord for a long time but now he is pissed off about all the damage that we did to the house and property !!! We are turning the water into sewers and the oceans into garbage dumps. We contaminate the air. We hate each other. We kill each other and we kill ourselves. Sometimes we kill ourselves quickly and sometimes it takes years. Yet, I am so delusional that I had hope for my fellow human beings and myself.. I thought that my stupid little blog might influence a few people and they in turn etc. etc.. and maybe something good may come out of it. Delusional, yes I know…and you are right and I agree. Currently, I have a recurring subject that I can not get out of my head. I think it is the key. If we can open the lock, all the other tumblers will fall into place. The lock is the Palestinian/Israeli conflict. Why ??? Why them? It is because they hate each other so much and for so long that if a true peace can be founded for them, peace can be established for anyone/everyone! I had it all planned out in my little delusionary world. I thought of schools being built on the border where young Israelis and Paletinians alike could learn from each other and make friends. slowly…. And under the supervision of Jewish and Islamic teachers.
I have all but given up on this vision. I would leave paradise and travel to work on building the schools as a laborer FOR FREE!! i WOULD PUT MY WORK APRON ON BACKWARDS AND WORK a LOWLY APPRENTICE.,, because I believe this would be the beginning of a wonderful awakening for the world. Delusional?? Sadly…I agree. Instead, I sense and forsee cataclysmic rapid changes to our world with terrible consequences. My greatest teacher taught me that the difference between a pessimist and an optimist is that ususally….
the pessimist is better informed.